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  <pubDate>Sun, 11 May 2008 14:15:17 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f8ye5/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f8ye5/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;im lazy to do lots of stuffs! and im still tired after 13 hours of sleep. hehe. im turning pig soon. tmr i dunno whether i wanna go watch movie anot lol. how!~ i wanna go out yet oso dun feel lyk. argh! i hate this. okay just came back frm dinner outside my house there. and when i walk back. i didn&apos;t even see this big puddle and i jump right into it. oh god lah! how blind am i?!?! came home straight away bath okay. so ewwww. okay wat should i do tmr! i can&apos;t just rot at home right? argh! i will figure it out ltr. im off to watch my shows!~ Goodnight.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 May 2008 16:07:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f79s3/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f79s3/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If our love was like a fairytale,&lt;br /&gt;our love would have a happy ending.&lt;br /&gt;If our love was like a dream,&lt;br /&gt;i would stay there forever.&lt;br /&gt;Cause you are my dream love,&lt;br /&gt;i will dream of you for eternity.&lt;br /&gt;Till the day my heart beat stops,&lt;br /&gt;i will continue dreaming.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;finally my exams are over! im so glad it did. my day passes by damn quickly. i didn&apos;t even know wat happen the past few days. i dun remebering wat i did at all. but nvm it&apos;s over liao. no point remembering. outing today! hehe. watch &lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;what happen in vegas&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;. omg! it&apos;s a damn good movie. must watch show! and there is somemore movie i wanna watch but i hav no money. after tat train to meet my mummy. bought one white wedges, purple dress, red&amp;amp;black dress. hehe. im happy today. and i wanted this super high black heels which is damn&lt;strong&gt; pretty!&lt;/strong&gt; but mummy say expensive. didn&apos;t wanna buy fer me. than i say got discount must buy fer me. hehe. okay many things i need to do and it&apos;s so late already. so i shall end here and blog again. &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 09:54:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>can i be selfish to ask you to love only me?</title>
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  <description>&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;205&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f57d6/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;160&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f4xtk/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f6tx8/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f6tx8/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dream&amp;nbsp; happy dreams&lt;br /&gt;You are the only one who&lt;br /&gt;has ever touched my &lt;br /&gt;heart&lt;br /&gt;It will always be yours&lt;br /&gt;Sleep my only love?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 02 May 2008 10:04:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it&apos;s so hard to get close to you.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f0edt/&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f1d4e/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000f1d4e/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im done wif geo and maths now!~ geo was really horrible!~ all the these i learn didn&apos;t came out and the&amp;nbsp;topic i supposedly tell myself it would come out and i will just skip it cos i hav no time came out. wth! i know it&apos;s my fault too lah. but i really can&apos;t rmb wat. but im kinda proud of my maths lah. hahas. i do all the question only one i didn&apos;t have time to do them. guess it&apos;s kinda easy i suppose? but after tat my brain really went dead! oh god! im going to suffer sia.&amp;nbsp;germaine suppose to come opp school today but called her and she say not today next week. sad. miss her lah! xD tmr meet feli fer church. bio, phy and accounts here i come!~ be nice to me kies? i really need to pass. kies im off to de-stress. i need it badly lol. hehe. byes!~&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:37:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>just to see your face</title>
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  <description>&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;i love them to bits!&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000exgf1/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000eyrh8/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;finally a short little break tmr. im dying frm memorising all the notes and formulas. i can hardly take a break at all. tmr im going to study my geo and read through maths. i can&apos;t wait fer geo to be over im having headaches and sleepless night just by memorising the notes. woke up at 4am to study ss today. and i can say is so far all my papers sucks okay! urgh! i must get back to books now. 5 more to go and im free! xD&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 16:33:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>replacing the emptiness in me but it will never be</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;exams are coming!~&lt;/strong&gt; it&apos;s next week. omg! time to&amp;nbsp;panic sia. i haven finsh or started some of them yet. so im dead dead dead!~ the week is &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;BORING and super sick!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; nothing but books. only something tat make me moody and irritated till i really wanna dun care anymore. but than nvm lol. i can&apos;t really rmb wat my week was. is friday is &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;rosy birthday.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; hehe. xD love her to bits!~ time passes so fast now tat i have so much things to do. talk to girlfriend on wed night. omg! i really miss her lyk hell okay!~ really love telling her everything. but sometimes she just can&apos;t be there fer me. but it&apos;s okay! hehe. cos there is always hp but fer her she takes years to reply. hahas. nvm after exam i got watever stuffs i will just find one day out wif her and pour it all out to her. until she is scared of me. hahas. =x kidding! anyway i will blog after exam or when im free and online again. hehe.&amp;nbsp;bought 2 tops frm topshop today saw a purple top which i love it alot. my brother decided to pay fer me fer my birthday. hehe. at popular. so pissed off. i can&apos;t find my books. irritating.&amp;nbsp;church wif feli today. shopping! ate mos and ice cream!~ home home home. kies im off to read manga. than tmr if can wake up meet ade and laopo at airport study!~ &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Goodnight! i miss you.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:27:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>exams stress</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;tmr is monday. left one more week till exam. i prepare to fail my mid year. anyway i won&apos;t be touching the computer. ate dounts just now. my house outside just open one. hehe. not bad. tmr night study wif laopo. hope i can finish up everything. im making themes now!~ hehe. so im off. wish me luck. byes. xD&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:19:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>gone and over with but it will always be there haunting me</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#0000ff&quot;&gt;IM ONLINE!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; hehe. i can&apos;t believe i stay away frm the com fer 5 days. hehe. im so proud of myself. but it&apos;s tiring lol. study everyday frm day to night. can&apos;t imagine how i survive!? anyway there goes another week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;monday:&lt;/strong&gt; school school school! extra chinese lesson! accounts tuition! home!!!!!!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;tuesday:&lt;/strong&gt; long boring school day. 98.7 came! omg! &lt;em&gt;WTH!&lt;/em&gt; took pictures wif the super hot guy! xD dinner. night study! dessert. yummy! home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;wednesday&lt;/font&gt;:&lt;/strong&gt; 8.45 school starts. lessons past kinda fast today. extra chinese lesson. rosy house. bath there. back to school fer night study. &lt;em&gt;SOMEONE &lt;/em&gt;bully me! =( dinner dinner in school. chase out of school. walked HOME!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;thursday:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;strong&gt;GASTRIC!~ =(&lt;/strong&gt; see doctor, soree thorat too. went to school fer night study! girlfriend wanna starve me to death. porridge. HOME! i know wat im feeling!~ =X&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;friday:&lt;/strong&gt; finally friday!!! extra chinese lesson. night study! someone make me walk one big round! =X dinner, gastric, porridge. something happen. and im just so so so embarrass. i fell down. it&apos;s super cartoon. i got no idea how i fell why i will fell. it&apos;s just taking out my skirt and i can just fell. how pro cann i get hur? and elaine almost make me fell backwards. lucky got val there and i hold her super tight. after tat home! called elaine.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sat:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;MET FELI!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; omg i miss her okay! hehe. church church church. dinner. yummy. she baked cupcakes.&amp;nbsp;xD shop shop. bubble tea. home!&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s stupid okay. i can&apos;t bend down. may i just stop falling down.&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt; please?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;okay im off now. got lots to do so little time. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;Goodnight!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:27:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i&apos;ll hold onto memories</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;CIP ytd! i dunno whr to hide my face! hahas. so pai sei to ask ppl lah. anyway was late to meet them cos of the stupid bus. make me wait so damn long lah. so took bus 10 to tm inter than either bus&amp;nbsp;18/28/38 to library there.&lt;br /&gt;was raining lyk nobody&apos;s business. prissy came to fetch me frm the bus stop becos i got no umbrella i should get one soon! than reach there half my body was wet. got the tin and went toliet to dry myself. than off to town. first shop ard than lunch at pepper lunch. it was damn&amp;nbsp;hilarious okay! kept laughing. than went fox and they try on clothes. finally! girlfriend come. hahas. she haven ate yet so me, nat, cammie and prissy follow her to mos to eat. than we went to ask fer donation cos we all felt guilty not doing them and my tin is super light. split into groups. me and girlfriend head to far east the direction. walk on whole round till we are at paragon and still too pai sei to ask. hahas. saw them at paragon so we ask fer donation there. everyone was lyk helping girlfriend. and i just stand there tinking wheather to ask anot. but i guess it&apos;s my lucky day. cos i didn&apos;t ask much ppl just came to me and put the money in. but after tat i did ask lah. i shall donate next time! hahas. after tat went back to library. was late. than go sperate ways. girlfriend can go fer dinner so we went. had ice cream fer dinner only and old chang kee. yummy!~ suppose to catch a movie but dunno wat to watch since both of us haven been watching movie lately. so home we go. read my book finish and slept at 2am. i make brownies today and clear my bookshelves and i feel so sick now. having flu and sore thorat.&amp;nbsp;i won&apos;t be coming online often now. going to be in&amp;nbsp;school till night. i really need to catch up/ study badly now. i feel so stress tat i just wanna give up now!~ but i won&apos;t of course. death note today and im watching it! =X L is damn cute lah! hehe xD kies im off now.&lt;font color=&quot;#0000ff&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; byes! i love you.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 14:30:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>you&apos;re the sweetest thing</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#0000ff&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;HELLO. HELLO. HELLO.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt; im feeling super duper irritated! i can kill ppl now! &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;ARGH!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;today was international friendship day. &lt;strong&gt;play dress up!&lt;/strong&gt; had mexico. my skirt was super long i have to hold it up whenever i walk up the stairs and down. in case i fall which i almost did a few times.&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; i can&apos;t seem to stop falling/ tripping&amp;nbsp;hur?&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; had cca today. tiring and all. kinda disapointed in myself. i hate it. anyway no dinner today. so bus and walked home. i tink the school wants to kill us. having chinese and&amp;nbsp;1&amp;nbsp;day of poa&amp;nbsp;the whole of next 2 weeks frm 2.45-4pm. wth! whr got time to study lah.so i tink i will be in school everyday&amp;nbsp;frm 7.15am-9pm in school? &lt;strong&gt;madness!&lt;/strong&gt; i will either get stress till my limit or i will just fall sick. damn it! cip tmr. sian. pictures will be up when i had all of them. im off now! &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight!~&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 09 Apr 2008 14:46:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>im just like an empty bottle</title>
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  <description>&lt;p align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;im darn stress now! &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;SUPER!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; no one can ever ever feel wat the hell im feeling now. the stress and emotions it&apos;s so hard to cope wif all at once. im trying my very best to not lose control. im afraid of tat now. i dun wish to either. so just try not to irritate me. pleaseeeee. okay im super full today and ppl have to just keep asking me to eat cos they scared i get gastric. i tinks the whole worlds knows about tis already. hahas. they are all so afraid to leave me hungry. anway i keep tripping over myself. omg! did my geo homework during cca. got darn stress. after tat dinner and home. i feel lyk an empty bottle. hahas. numbness i guess. okay im still rushing my geo.&amp;nbsp;so im off now.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:50:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>you&apos;re sweeter than anything in this world</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;my grandfather is back!~&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; hehe. on sat. i spend my weekends slacking at home doing nothing! wth. totally not good at all. im really going to died. i haven start any of my subject yet. and every post im saying them yet not doing them. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;SHIT!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; i really got to manage my time now! today was boring as usual. was so sleepy during bio and i just put my head now and next thing she so have to call my name. i hate my sitting place i can&apos;t do anything without being looked at.&lt;strong&gt; argh!&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;end of story.&lt;/em&gt; tmr im going to come home straight after school. go gym come back eat and bath and &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;STUDY!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; tat&apos;s my plan fer tmr and i hope i will stick to it! i need to walk to school tmr wif my sis. should i wake up early and take a bus or walk? which would be better? nvm i shall walk tmr. i can sleep ltr. i hate the weather so so so much okay! &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;IT&apos;S FREAKING HOT! AND I CAN&apos;T STAND IT!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; argh! &lt;em&gt;global warning!&lt;/em&gt; okay im off now. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnights!~&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:32:38 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>please watch over me</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;ytd was the most tiring day of the week. &lt;em&gt;i felt so sick!&lt;/em&gt; had english test and i hope i pass. im super scared for my exams now. i have yet to start on anything which is kinda scary. after school ate and walk to bedok reservior fer our 2.4 run. im not happy wif myself. i can run one yet i stop to walk lyk a few time when going back. but ending i chiong all the way. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;thanks to everyone whom are concern about me. thanks! there is a few ppl whom i dun even know but they help me. thanks. xD&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; after tat i rested and rested. feeling not well in the stomach. yet i got nothing to vomit out. how horrible lah. after tm fer dinner and my notebook. hehe. today suppose to meet tina and veni to study and feli fer church but something crop up so i can&apos;t go. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;im sorry.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; anyway i need to go now.&amp;nbsp;&lt;font color=&quot;#0000ff&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;byes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;my granduncle just pass away.&lt;br /&gt;life is never fair and it willl nv be.&lt;br /&gt;i will cherish evreryone and i hope no one will leave me.&lt;br /&gt;i won&apos;t be able to take another blow.&lt;br /&gt;please watch over me frm the sky.&lt;br /&gt;i love you&lt;strong&gt;.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Apr 2008 10:27:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>cross my heart</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;monday:&lt;/strong&gt; had pe in the moring. can&apos;t run 10 runs so i run only 8. it&apos;s first period so&amp;nbsp;it&apos;s probably too early fer me to run. the rest of the day was just boring.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;tuesday:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;im so so so way dead. =X.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; we had lots of free period. so most of my time i was chi-chatting and not doing my work. after school went to find ming zhen, girlfriend, clara and valerie. went to ming zhen&apos;s there to run. before tat the previous night she call me cause im not going to say one whole list of thing to make me go and i gave up and went. im so dead when she read this. hahas. =X okay actually didn&apos;t wanna run go there play ard but end up still running. so tired lah. after tat went back her house than her mother fetch us out and me, valerie and clara bus-ed home. study geo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;wed:&lt;/strong&gt; okay!&amp;nbsp;&lt;em&gt;im late fer school.&lt;/em&gt; best thing is i came frm home and my father send me there.&amp;nbsp;&lt;em&gt;it&apos;s a terrible day anyway&lt;/em&gt;. i dun wan to mention it. im just &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;speechless now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;today.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;one word: tired.&lt;/em&gt; okay need to start on my homework now. tmr 2.4 run at bedok reservoir. after which going tm to buy my notebook. i need to start studying now. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;only 3 more weeks to mid year.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; so so so! i guess i will try not to come often. anyway byes people! im off now!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 Mar 2008 16:08:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>a part of my life</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;all plans were canceled last night. &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;it&apos;s a &lt;em&gt;pity&lt;/em&gt;. but some how im glad i stayed all home. slack in my room reading my book. i have finish it! &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;it&apos;s such a good book. xD&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; the guy in the story&amp;nbsp;was so so so darn &lt;em&gt;super sweet.&lt;/em&gt; i guess in reality there won&apos;t be such a guy. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;tat&apos;s how it is no one is perfect in this world.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; anyway&amp;nbsp;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;4th book:Breaking Dawn&amp;nbsp;coming out on Aug 2 and twilight movie is dec 12.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;i can&apos;t wait fer all of it! =X&lt;/em&gt; anyway im feeling way way not normal. i cann feel myself locking myself up at home. it&apos;s so weird. i use to go out every weekend and now? im at home. tmr i tink im staying at home too. studying of course. everything was okay until at night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;why must you always compare me wif her?&lt;br /&gt;why must you&amp;nbsp;tink i dun concern about him?&lt;br /&gt;don&apos;t you know everytime i go and see him my heart aches.&lt;br /&gt;seeing him lyk this. i really dunno how to react.&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s not tat i dun wan to see him or wat it&apos;s just i dunno how.&lt;br /&gt;im lyk so busy(maybe it&apos;s an excuse) and im not feeling like myself.&lt;br /&gt;maybe everything is just an excuse. im running away frm everything.&lt;br /&gt;i hate myself fer tat. im lying to myself.&lt;br /&gt;my heart become so numb i dun feel a thing anymore.&lt;br /&gt;i feel horrible. im alone now wif no one to turn to.&lt;br /&gt;i dun even know how to express all these out.&lt;br /&gt;it&apos;s worse than anything i ever felt.&lt;br /&gt;im scary being alone now.....&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:37:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>shut it all up</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;i forgot everything the past few days. was busy wif lots of stuffs and i kept reading books. which is a bad thing cos i know i will be addicted to it no matter wat. anyway i got my 3rd book ytd and im half the book already. will try to read finish lyk asap. hahas. than i will read all over again. but but but i got lots of homework to do. due to my&lt;em&gt; laziness&lt;/em&gt; and exams which i guess is in &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;1 month time.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; &lt;em&gt;i must now frm monday onwards study lyk a nerd and not touch my storybook&amp;nbsp; =( .&lt;/em&gt; okay i will achieve it. =X going to have 2.4 run on friday!&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; BAD BAD BAD!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; but i hope i pass. must have motivation to make me run! school was okay i guess. not as tired as the past few days. rmb some stuffs which i wasn&apos;t suppose to. wth. but wat&apos;s worse was i got so bitchy and mean today. hehe. ms ong was not here so &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;NO DANCE! &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;okay say too early cos after some women came in and make us all dance. wth lol. so wat lah. she tinks she was so so so &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;BIG!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; wateva. sure tell on us one lol. anyway had dinner wif the usual it has been a long long time. hahas. actuall not really but i feel it&apos;s long. lame! anyway after tat bus and walk home.&lt;em&gt; life&apos;s so boring, im boring( girlfriend said tat), school&apos;s so boring. sian...&lt;/em&gt; anyway it&apos;s kinda lame but i find listening to rosy and natalie story amuse me. hahas. i got idea why but i find it interesting. i told them tat too... okay im boring cos all i do was read my book which irritate girlfriend alot and valerie cos i make her bored. &lt;em&gt;sorry.&lt;/em&gt; but anyway im feeling &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;happy now!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; going to ming zhen tmr to train fer 2.4 run and i dunno wat else watch movie i tink. hope they dun choose those horror. i tink i will faint there. i wanna go town fer the last time tmr&amp;nbsp;before the next&amp;nbsp;week onwards&amp;nbsp;i will be stuck studying. make plans to study at tm starbucks every sat wif clique. okay im off to do other stuffs if not i got no time to read my book. hehe. xD &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;Goodnight peopl!~ sweet dreams too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;i wanna a heart to heart talk with you.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 12:27:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it&apos;s the first,</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;had pe fer the first period. had &lt;em&gt;runs&lt;/em&gt; today. i almost throw out my breakfast. next time i won&apos;t eat before pe lol. omg! i tink i lost all my &lt;em&gt;stamina.&lt;/em&gt; i can&apos;t run fer nuts. hahas. a little lah. but &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I MUST START TO RUN!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; my 2.4 is next week friday i think. oh god! after tat i was feeling so horrible! it felt lyk im going to faint any moment. after tat lessons was way too boring. tried to keep my eyes open fer the whole day. but was dozing off. very tired today. had ss tutorials today. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;BORING! &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;than tuition. oh god! i kept eating lol. hahas. so scary im growing fat soon. must try my very best not to eat! tmr im buying my 3rd book! can&apos;t wait to start reading them. =X need to get lots of stuffs tmr. so yar. talk to laopo today lyk dunno how many years haven toke to her. xD &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;5 more weeks to mid year.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; im scared! but i dun feel exams are coming. but still i need to get into my books! so yar. im off now! &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;miss you....&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;i wish upon a stars that some day i will be the happiest girl ever.&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:24:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>im trying to get use of my life without you,</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;i guess im &lt;em&gt;lifeless&lt;/em&gt; now. so dumb rite. hehe. everyday is just my book and me. so im dating my&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt; BOOKS!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; wateva. anyway i can&apos;t tink of anything to blog abt. just wanna buy my 3rd book and read it! guess haven been neglecting some people. im sorry. it&apos;s my mood. i will get back to being&amp;nbsp;myself soon kies. i love you all. okay not planning to stay online fer long so im off now. &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#c0c0c0&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;maybe it&apos;s for the best.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 15:45:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it felt like hell</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;nbsp;im so tired&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; after the photo shooting will post the pictures some other time if i rmb. today again. engrossed in my book. but maths i tried so hard to do her work so i finished it quickly and start reading again. hahas. im quiet again but a bit more nosiy than ytd. had chinese oral. &lt;em&gt;totally sucks okay.&lt;/em&gt; i dunno how to read alot of words lol. i skip lyk dunno how many words. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;kill me now!~&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; than the question one is about yellow ribbon. and most of the time she is talking. how great! im going to fail! i so knew it lol. after tat rush down. make up and all. im dying of hunger. did make-ups fer my juniors and all. ming zhen is so &lt;em&gt;irritating!&lt;/em&gt; hahas. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;a hungry man is an&amp;nbsp;angry man.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; hahas. it&apos;s our turn and we have to pose in this position and my legs were&lt;em&gt; aching!&lt;/em&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;BOTH of them!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; finished change. sat in the toliet and ate my cookie. i just couldn&apos;t help it. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;im hunger!~&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; than went 85 market eat and home. walk home as usual. hahas i just love the sky so much. when it&apos;s at night. =X came back bath and read my book again. im currenlty on the last chapter. im going to but the second book tmr! hahas. i dun care! i will buy them no matter wat. okay im off to keep myself occupied now. &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 14:06:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>everything was just rushing into my head</title>
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  <description>&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;32&quot; /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;im &lt;em&gt;awfully &lt;/em&gt;quiet today. i tink i make the people ard me worried. im sorry. i got no idea why im so quiet. maybe just reading my storybook cos im so so so addicted to it but also... the people whom know me very well will know wat it is lah. okay anyway im so in love wif the storybook just can&apos;t take my eyes off it. im going to buy the other 2 books. hehe. all feli&apos;s fault. intro me to the book. now! i only know how to read them neglect my studies. =X&amp;nbsp;kidding. still can cope lah. anyway i tink im going to start reading books now. im such i &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;bookworm!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; i didn&apos;t studied my maths test today. but lucky i fine it quite easy and i hope i pass. in class was reading after school was really and i kinda shock everyone wif my quietness. it&apos;s so not me. usually i will be so blur tat all of them will be pissed wif me if not i will ask stupid common sense question and so on but today i just kept my mouth shut and read my book. i try to be happy during dance and all. but i end up quiet all over again reading my book after my dance. sat at on the chair reading them. and i ate a cookie which is super nice and im buying them. hehe im going to get it tmr. lol. after tat dinner wif girlfriend, val and melissa. read my book again. had otah and chicken wing only. after tat home. okay got to pack my bag tmr got photo shooting fer my dance. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 14:23:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it&apos;s hard to actually forget</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;ytd went to the hospital. stayed there fer quite a while like until at night. came back pack bag and all. off to my bed after tat. was so &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;tired &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;the whole day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woke up in the &lt;em&gt;middle of the night.&lt;/em&gt; check the time it was 4 plus in the morning. try to sleep back but just couldn&apos;t. wanted to &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;count sheeps!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; but i strike tat out cos i find it lame and not effective at all. &lt;em&gt;maybe to me.&lt;/em&gt; so i thought if i tink of something maybe i could fall asleep. but still im not. so i waited and waited and&lt;strong&gt; finally&lt;/strong&gt; i fell back to sleep. but next thing i know wat i got to&amp;nbsp;wake up fer school. so was tired the whole day. keep &lt;em&gt;yawning.&lt;/em&gt; ms tan our geo teacher wrote us a letter. she won&apos;t be teacher us anymore and her letter is super &lt;em&gt;sweet and touching.&lt;/em&gt; was holding back my tears. actually i tink everyone was. but tina cried i tink she is darn cute lah. i just turn back and wanted to ask her something. and than she scares me and cried. oh god! lessons was way way way boring as usual. after tat off to accounts tuition.&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; laopo didn&apos;t come cos she is feeling unwell. get rest okay! i miss you and i have things to tell you too.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; anyway while walking to bubble tea shop to hav our lunch. we got a &lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;stalker!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt; so change of plans and we went straight to mr tang&apos;s house. it&apos;s so &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;scary&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; okay. during tuition my brain was dead. &lt;em&gt;i coulcn&apos;t tink lah.&lt;/em&gt; i was feeling so sleepy and all. and all the figures just make me wanna die. finally end of tuition. went to tm. oh god! i totally spend so much just now. on a pencil, bubble tea, sticker, bio o level book. and i still got lyk alot to buy there. all books. i wanna just it as a notebook. it&apos;s &lt;em&gt;really cute&lt;/em&gt; lol. anyway i was finding my storybook. im dying to get one. hahas. im becoming a&lt;strong&gt; bookworm&lt;/strong&gt; soon! =X who cares. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;going kino tmr no matter wat.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; hahas. i will just find someone or i go myself. hahas. i just wanna get a book soon to read. i need&amp;nbsp;to start studying real hard now. got my result slip and i only pass 2 subject and tat is english and maths. im going to save money now too. to buy my clothes and stuffs. so shall not eat at all.&amp;nbsp;okay im real &lt;em&gt;tired&lt;/em&gt; now. sleeping soon. &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Goodnight.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 15 Mar 2008 17:13:53 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>moving on</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;31&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;studied wif feli today. i was late but she just woke up when i reach her house. after tat went gelare. ate chocolate tempation while studying but i was eating rather than study. =X after tat start on my ss, maths, phy. my brain was dead by the time i start maths lol. than sophia join us. i see them study ar i feel so stress lol. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;my&amp;nbsp;conclusion: i will never ever go into a jc.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; hahas. anyway i don&apos;t intend to lol. study abit more than when feli&apos;s house eat and than meet sophia to go blading. hahas. reach there and they say they going to close in 20 mins but feli really wants to blade and the guy is so kind. he say to call him when we finish blading. hahas.&lt;strong&gt; &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;so nice rite!&lt;/em&gt; than we wear the blade and all. im scared to get up so the guy is nice enough to hold and walk me out. and we stared blading. was holding on to sophia all the time. im concentrating real hard to blade so im quiet. i fell down &lt;em&gt;3 times.&lt;/em&gt; lucky never injured myself. this is the 2nd time i blade and i hav &lt;em&gt;improve!&lt;/em&gt; hehe. so proud&amp;nbsp;of myself. &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;sophia is a good teacher.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;overall it&apos;s fun i dun mind going to blade again. hahas. even though it&apos;s darn &lt;em&gt;unglam &lt;/em&gt;of me but yar i wan to blade again. xD after tat my legs were aching so badly lah. so tired. bought a drink and&amp;nbsp;sat at this place and see the ppl water skate. than walked to take a bus sophia went off first than feli waiting wif me fer my bus. told her she can go first but she dun wan. waited fer &lt;em&gt;a really long time.&lt;/em&gt; fer my bus 10. finally it came. home i go. oh. saw anthea at gelare today hahas. didn&apos;t expect to see her. going to think about nothing but studies now. it&apos;s my aim fer now. xD&lt;br /&gt;im going to start studying soon. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;means less going out&amp;nbsp;and more study dates.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;tues going watch &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;sky of love!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; im dying to watch tat show!&lt;br /&gt;thurs: &lt;em&gt;photo shooting.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;friday: Good friday&lt;br /&gt;i must go church next week. haven been going church fer a long long time. &lt;em&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;oops!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;off i go.&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Goodnight.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 14 Mar 2008 17:36:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>im tired....</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;okay watch &lt;strong&gt;orphanage&lt;/strong&gt;. it&apos;s darn shockin and scary fer me. so half the time i was covering my eyes wif my hands. next time i shall be smart to bring two jackets so if i watch these kind of movies next time. one will keep me warm and the other to cover my eyes. after tat home we go. darn tired today. and worse thing is i forgot my gate will be lock at 12++ so i stupid stupid go take bus 2 and drop off at the 7-11 there and i realised when i was just outside my gate. so have to walk all the way infront and it&apos;s so scary. so i called girlfriend so she can pei me. but she is busy watching tv left me there alone. &lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;idiots stare wat stare dig your eyes out okay! oh god.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;I MUST START MY HOMEWORK!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; i haven even touch any yet. whr is the promise i gave my mother. shit man! so tmr im going to study wif feli. hope i cann finish it all. and im going to start saving money fer my shopping when school starts. hehe. im off to bed now. &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Goodnight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;This holiday sure is a short one. wonder when will be the next time i hav so much fun. guess after o levels ba.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;em&gt; &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 18:55:45 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A walk at the park</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;30&quot; /&gt;&lt;p&gt;im dead tired now!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Like a storybook&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000dqp7r/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000dkc07/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000dspx2/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000drykg/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000drykg/s320x240&quot; 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alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000e849s/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000e9xqg/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000ea4xc/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000ebq49/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000ec14r/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000eds80/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000eds80/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000eeg69/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000egqp2/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000egqp2/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000ehzbh/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000ekd7q/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000epw2a/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000erdxf/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000es1ka/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000etggb/&quot;&gt;&lt;img height=&quot;240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; width=&quot;180&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/redlovespade/pic/000etggb/s320x240&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;tis morning had bio. couldn&apos;t wake up fer breakfast and i was hungry the whole morning and early afternoon. and my lunch is a shared popcorn, hotdog and drinks tat&apos;s all. not even proper meals lol. wat step up 2. it&apos;s&amp;nbsp;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;darn awesome.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; the music and dance! argh! i darn good. omg! im going to find all the soundtracks. and and and i want to take up hip hop class since dunno when so i shall ask ppl who wants to pei me. hehe! oh god! i love dance so much okay! than went heeren. it&apos;s was &lt;strong&gt;pouring&lt;/strong&gt; and we wanted to go far east but end up going ps. ate dinner there and shop ard after tat pool. hehe. i suck big time lol. so i shall practice some more. hehe. i know a new friend. okay im eyes feels lyk closing but i wanna find the songs and upload pictures so tahan. dunno tmr going out anot. i wanna buy clothes! got one whole list of clothes to buy so save money. tues sky of love and i so badly need someone to watch wif me L change the world ! it ending soon..... i shall grab anyone or worse i just watch alone lah! hahas. dun care anymore! =X okay im off to hunt my music!~ &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Goodnight!&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:06:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>it brings back memories</title>
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  <description>&lt;font color=&quot;#333333&quot;&gt;coffee session wif tina, veni, charlotte and krysten but left early to meet up wif girlfriend, valerie and natalie. on my way to meet girlfriend. got a feeling tat she haven even bath and get ready yet. so called her and im&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; RIGHT!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt; than waited fer her fer lyk 1 hour plus my legs were aching lyk hell and i became moody. got no idea why but one min i was lyk so pissed off next min i was lyk feeling so heavy. than after tat laugh lyk crazy. okay mine mood swing is very bad. oh god! didn&apos;t watch sky of love. &lt;em&gt;sad case&lt;/em&gt;. cos all late plus when we see the timing it&apos;s sold out. so went to eat 99cents sushi. hehe i love sushi alot! than sat at the fountain there ate my medicine and we started taking lots of pictures. i was sitting on the floor wif the most unglam position. and it&apos;s comfortable. Lol. than after tat girlfriend went off fer tuition and the we left fer ps. ate again than walk ard after tat my gastric came back and it&apos;s really killing me. i feel lyk dying down there. lol. than they say go home. after tat ate my medicine again. feeling much better but stilll.... tmr im going fer bio tutorials than out wif clique to watch step up 2!~ omg! so excited! hahas. okay im off now! byes!&lt;br /&gt;shall upload pictures tmr.&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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